singing solace

I'm feeling... Bah, I don't even know.

Mikey's all restless in her cage. Whether it's because we switched her and Mamat's cages, or because Bianca is gone, I don't know.

If I could do anything I want right now, conjure up any scenario, go to any time frame, I'd be... in school (meaning Sri Aman), in class during a free period, surrounded by friends, both from my class, and those from other classes, chatting and telling ghost stories, with our addmaths books open in front of us - for the moment, ignored.

Wouldn't that be nice?

I want to lie down on the car roof and stare at the stars.